"Forevermore"

 I faun upon the ruined spawn 
Shown from the gloaming, spherical dawn 
In the eye of a storm once come and gone
Withered and bittered when withdrawn 
I am the source of such sordid strength 
A morbid flight from virtue at length 
A force for another's duplicitous faith 
Blaring from the turrets to my wondering wraith 
You who possess the power to expell 
Sickness from the spirit 
And the spirit from its shell 
Holding for the scolding, some may rebel 
Oh the eyes of your tower, 
How they glower from hell!
A mark upon my murderous mind 
Twists the stick in my murderous heart 
The blood and the gore on my hands tonight
I bleed in your eyes and curse your sight
Driven insane with hate and lust 
Like an animal in an elastrator's cusp 
Burning and yearning for what only I must
Cowering like the souring of faith and trust 
Renounce the saints and savours of yore
It is you I love, it is you I adore 
Join me on the dark immortal shore
Join me in the midnight forevermore 
 

"No Waves"

The equalizing wind 
Utilize it when in pain 
by finding a source of pleasure 
as easily or intrusively accessible
As that which you wish to negate 
You'll end up with no feeling at all, 
You'll be completely removed from the current 
Only a stillness in the sea
No waves 

"Rebirth"

Our corpses feed the earth 

Become grass become dirt 
Unconsciousness after death 
Leave it fertile and unhurt
For your return, for your rebirth 
Because the sun will always turn 
Her back on those that burn 
Obliterating matter's curse
In undoing the universe
Use it for what it's worth 
For your imminent rebirth 
There are things in this world 
You should not neglect or spurn
She will collect what we earn
The shards what we left in mirth  
And I know that you will learn 
Here the meaning of rebirth 

"I Will Lead Them To Water"

 The thought comes intuitively 
An invasion of intelligence in my mind
All is but a magnificent ruin
A sight I must comprehend
Or I have manifested lies

The will to fight takes courage 
And it is courage which I lack
And my faith is weak 
But I remember the joy of victory
In allowing the self to believe 
It will come again 

Faith will become strong
Like the muscles I strain 
Like the diver learns to hold his breath 
For longer increments of time
A reaction may change
And I am no coward 

Wars waged by the righteous 
In the name of righteousness 
And hope must be fought for
For it is faded and barely visible.
There is nothing to lose,
And I won't have to do it alone,
For the masses thirst for it
...
A path has been cleared
From tonight's despair...
I will lead them to water...

"What Never Was"

 If in all false sentients be
Human duality withdraws 
And pain is to choose differently 
Beset with what never was

If god creates purposelessly 
I am unburdened by his laws 
And all becomes debauchery 
Beset with what never was 

And if I could in seance see
Without effect and without cause 
I am beset with what could be 
And what never was. 

The only meaning I am fleeing 
The meaning of all my flaws 
It is the dichotomy of believing
The finality that never was