10/25/14
 

You wear the planets 'round your neck
With the stars stuffed in your mouth
No matter how dark the current reflect
You will never have need to doubt

Somewhere in the caress of the sea

On infinite ships, a star alight 

That might you belong to it

Freed from the treacherous tides 


 

Symbolism
09/17/2014

Into these empty eyes I stare,
Lost in the labyrinth of despair,
Cast like treasure into the sea,
You tamed the waves,
Now come tame me.

In dreams, I’ve seen the art of our love,
As planes crashed into the towers above,
I feel like I’ve stayed here much too long,
Come with me now, and to me belong

I want to remain through memory and time,
I want you to call me yours,
And I want to call you mine,
But we only ever get what we deserve,
Into these eyes I stare unreserved

I don’t like rules; I don’t know what they mean,
Something never heard, something never seen,
Sleep soundly tonight, without the scarlet stains,
I’ll wear them for you tonight,
It with all that remains

For what a man gains is his until the end,
Leave me here sacred one, if ever you were my friend
Descending in to the depth below,
Let me close your eyes once again,
And care for me no more child,
I have learned to mend

The Vanishing Man
09/08/2014
 
Do you think you know what I am?
It’s not a thing you’re made to understand
Why does it seem that we both belong
To this place, I know I’ve stayed too long
I morph in and out of consciousness,
With a waking torture, a sleepless kiss
I have chosen for you the perfect slave
Though I do not doubt what I give is forbade
I am transported closer to beauty and control
I am eating your body and drinking your soul
I remember your face turning white as lambs
In seeing the ghost of the vanishing man

 

In the Forests of Forever
08/29/2014
 
Something had been watching us, all of our lives
Inside the absence of our evaded eyes
We vanished within  our separate deaths together
And into the forests of forever
 
Beside us through time, others have always been riding
We are chosen for this, forever abiding
And we’re wearing old clothes made of black leather
In the forests of forever
 
Within the mouths of ghosts, beset in our paths  
I've been so cold, lost within various wraths
And when I said always, the gods said never
Here in the forests of forever

Fader

08/27/14

On sunken wings, we sail endless and forever

The scarlet leaves fall from the trees and cast no shadow

In halos, the rangers are back to devour

All that we held without the likeness of power

And there’s a face beneath this mid-summer’s moon

Shining down upon us, with the goddess in the pool

Glowing with the angels, swimming naked in the pool

haunted every hour by the hallowed ghoul

You've gone too far, through the deepest stars

We drive in our cars, and you disappear

Glowing with the dead floating in the pool

But I’m not just anyone’s fool

On carousels we leave the fear of death

Neither does man nor ghost in this world rest

But the angels shine down on me

Down on me from above

Follow Me Not into the Night
08/23/14
 
I must escape the vacuum of time
That pulls me down from the depths of the sky
I can feel the fur of the dying beast
I’m learning to bury the gory deceased
 
I can see her face shimmering in the face of the pool
Drawing me to her presence, with every ignorant fool
The fire in her eyes burns our heavenly descent
Will she ever be made whole again
 
Shall I devour shadows, or shall the shadows devour the light?
Follow me not into the night
You will wake in the serene the size of stars
And I will sleep in the ashes with the dead and the marred
 
And I know in my heart, this love will not last
But I’m glad to see you made it to the parties of my past
And there are so many things I’m ought to tell you
Many things I long to see and to do
 
I’ll give my heart to anyone now , anyone who’s bold
I’ll give my body to you that it may never grow old
There’s enough beauty in this world to make the ugly cry
This is what I have to give before we all die

I will protect you from the fear that is in the twilight
But I warn you, silent girl
Follow me not into the night

 

Impure
08/15/14
 
Do you see the ugliness in all things?
Are you broken and lost somewhere in time?
I can invent the works of impurity
Even though mine is the sign of immunity
They will pull you down from below

Seconds
08/05/2014
 
My child-like re-creation of romance
Brings to my soul a sensation of brokenness
For things of beauty aren’t made to last
And now that their gone,
I yearn to feel their hands
 
There’s something out there, waiting for you
I can see eyes gleaming, in the glow of the moon
I want to protect you, from this imminent doom
But the night is bizarre
and the light is consumed
 
From the unborn babes,
to the skeletons below,
I can see the clouds forming in the hands of ghosts
I can feel the hours growing longer and getting slower
As the ax is cutting the heads off scapegoats
 
I pray that love will save us,
Save us this shining night
And that there may be redemption for a failing light
Just as there is a pace for those who have no past
a single second may remain
That a memory might last

 

The Stars, the Moon, and the Sun
07/16/14

There is a way to be satisfied
When you are not in life denied
Only impossible without equilibrium
Sedation in solitary confine
There is a way into revelation
In dreams, I fear, the decay of ages
My stomach is aching in pain
Inside your eyes         
I will see my gaze again
If only you would give in to me
There is no sky as far as I see
Only light shining down from above
For you are the one
The stars, the moon, and the sun

Breathe Fire
06/24/2014
 
I wish my eyes weren’t blind to the cold hard facts
and that my passion was always pure and intact,
When it seems to me to matter most
I implored, my god, my soul to ghost
Unto your soul, where you embrace me and when
I’m down on my knees, dying in the cold again
Venom flows from my veins unto you, my love
And still I don’t know what to do, my love
Just tell me all your audacious desires
Just close your eyes, and breathe fires,

 

Midnight Ride
6/21/2014
 
Three enormous dark stallion horses
Standing side by side in the snow
Wait for me, somewhere in dreams
In the shadows dark and cold

Alone I  in the stillness
And in my dreaming state
The ground is ice,
And I dare not speak
For now I know my fate

And of the three, I had a choice
Choosing the one with the wildest eyes
A mystique enamored by the moon so bright
I had not the strength to defy it

'So I must rise and I must ride!
Be my body and I’ll be your guide
Be my halo and I’ll be your wings
And together, my friend,
We will create terrible things
Terrible and beautiful,
Like the stars in the sky
This we are given
And tonight we must ride!'

Dark Matter
6/21/2014

Like a whale surfacing the circumference of the sea
Or a thunderbird diving within clouds of shadow
I ride on the backs of raptors in dreams
Over all the earth, somewhere, somehow
I am the surrealistic Super Nova
I will pass through Dark Matter in time
And will not survive the event horizon
Unlimited framework predicting our demise

 

Where I See Myself
06/-4/2014
 
The human soul is a house
A house of many rooms
There is no life other than what is given
And in these rooms there are many doors
There is no light other than what little shows
And through these doors there is no getting out
There is no death other than the end of the line
And inside I can see there’s nobody else
That there is no love other than love lasting forever
But inside I know there are many ghosts
And remorse is leaving me never
And in this room there hangs a mirror
There is no optical sense,
But I hear the sound of the leaver
Where I see myself, I am trapped forever!

Mood Swing
5/17/2014

Wild swings of emotion are mine
When correct is the place and right is the time
I lose all control, a fight to the last man
A loss of every stronghold, I can’t understand

Cosmos
5/17/2014

I won’t sit idle,
I will lay out my problem mathematically, and solve it.
There is always one right answer, always a way to overcome the odds.
Sometimes what I need doesn’t please, or immediately satisfy my desire
Desire for a greater thing, a more holy hour.
A time to spend, a life to live. I don’t know why things happen,
nor why I can never quite predict or control this form of body and soul in this world
where we’re always whole, and yet, never satisfied,
with a stomach that is never full,
and a will unauthorized

Destiny
05/10/14

I much desire to hold my creation adorn
In the futurism of art with a flawless form
With a sound and a sight no other could commit
And the limits of reverted limitlessness
Defined by the mind and the spirit of the body
These are the things I yearn to use
These are the walls I want to see through
To see a light in the night and the surplus
Of stars in the celestial suicides imploding
Emotion and electrified matter
Upon the decapitated super nova  dwarf
And it’s destined dying face so deep, so dark, so blue
In the sky, at night, where are you

 

Worlds of Nod
05/10/14

I have no use for truth that is not conceived
By the very light by which all life is perceived
And so, I remain the bond servant of god
As I walk through the withering worlds of Nod

Buried Things
05/10/14

In my desperate plight to uncover that which was buried
Any social or mental equilibrium I had had was now lost
And I must admit it was the most dangerous of paths
But I do not resist an enigma such as this
Inside the very shadow veil of all that is hallow
The unclear recantations of man nailed to this cross
And before god I say it was fear that guided me here
Although love was the way of the innocent
Know I’m not innocent anymore
A terrifying lament within your eyes ever bent
On making us repent of thing we couldn’t change
A yearning for a thing that is burning me alive
I will follow the rabbit you said, follow the rabbit down
And I have to say it’s all been so grand
Though I muse of what will kill me in the end
I wander through a world and lifetime I do and don’t understand
You say just close your eyes and hold out your hand
But I have no more interest in allegiance
In this instance I have no depth only vague shapes

The Ghost of Stone Church Divide
5/04/2014
 
I’m sitting and watching her dark soul descend
Befriending the vast and inevitable end,
Betraying the past, to decay in the wall
In lifting the chain again then to fall

But the day is already over and done
Through and throughout the centuries won
I waited for her, for I knew she would come
Although I'm not, I'm already gone

I was the body once found at the art
The spirit still inside my murderous heart 
I can never leave the room where she died
I am the ghost of Stone Church Divide

Want
4/24/14
 
A wound does not heal
The pain is excruciating
Nothing stands as still as the hour
Nothing passes as fast as the moment
I search on the dark forest path,
I am blind, but I can sense
The presence of another
Close to my open eyes gleaming
Like lamps hanging from the ceiling
She is always in search of her ghost and angel
She will never not want to send them to Heaven

 

 

What You Deserve
4/24/14
 
I can’t tell you anything true today
I guess that I’ve really nothing to say
Tomorrow will arrive again if it may
And speak to me in a superior way

The words of my mouth are ink upon the page
I’m neither sketching the plot out, nor setting the stage
Driven by on need, one fearless rage
Like the animal that sleeps in his tormentors cage

I cannot repent when I’ve intentionally sinned
I can’t translate the language of the wind
I care not for your moral integrity
I care not what you do or what you see

For god judges his own with the roll of the dice
And cares not to divide humans from mice
And yet somehow I know in my mind
We all get what we deserve in the end of our time

The Shape of Your Skull
4/23/2014       

I’m so ecstatic, in the waning hands of time
Will you call me your own, and let me call you mine
You stand so still, like a shadow on the wall
And I want to be with you, in the plane and the dull

I hurt all over, but nothing could feel better
I want to dance and jump over you forever
This is all made for you and I to see
And weather through the open ends of eternity

My imaginary friends will guide me
Through this tortured world
No insanities will blind me, you will see, dear girl
If I vanish like a noise vanquished in the null
All I can recall is the shape of your skull

In the Dark, Love
4/16/2014

A head filled with fear, is a nail through hands,
And once, one cannot alleviate demands,
A buyer is never the receptor of a thing, precious,
The ones who sell the tricks, they will receive us,
Don't be afraid, ever lonely, I pray in the dark,
Don't ever be afraid, precious, alone in the dark, Love.

   

Cloud Catcher
03/28/2014

I’m a lost man; a stone cast in the deepest sea,
I’m a bad man; drinking the waves of eternity,
I hold treasure and gold but they sink as I grow older
so quick, and naïve, like a cloud caught on my shoulder
I look down again, so close, and small, with precision,
Through the transparent orchid of this dark and dead division,
I will search and find that which, to me, is hidden
I will foresee all that is, for me, forbidden
There are no possibilities; there are only probabilities
There are no stars; there are no stars in the sky tonight

These Scarlet Shores
03/24/2014

The world is an ocean of sifting sand
And I feel myself changing with the changing man
Vast and deep in the center of the soul
Kneeling near the temple, the despot of the whole


When you look at this house, what do you see
I see all things moving, all things that breathe 
And she turned and stared at me,
 with eyes like an ocean storm
And I knew that in her silence there was violence adorn


When I looked at her, she was already beneath
And her face got whiter and brighter with teeth
A face so unique could only be yours
Won’t you swim with me, tonight,
Beside these scarlet shores

 

Light
3/19/2014

I do not need light to see
I will always adore the shadows
Your green eyes will enrapture me
piercing my skin with the knife

 It’s not what you'd want
And it’s not on TV
It's figure is getting dark
and grows small in our eyes now



Circling around the cadaver
I watched you move violently
You shall always or never have her
You are slowly becoming me



And I am still slipping away
Always you slip away from me
Where once you were forever here
Where ever you are
I sense your ghost is near
-Your glowing eyes, upon my bed
Your soul within me,
and I fear, you are dead
You are dead my dear

The Shadow’s Nest
03/14/2014



The world has forgotten us, baby
Will you fall with me deeper beneath
and sleep in the darkest of sleep

For death is not waiting
For those anticipating rest
Nor those who are blending
Into the shadow’s nest
and into the shadow’s nest
 

Bitter, Cold
2014

It is dark and cold out tonight
I cannot get warm
I’ve got my smoke and my fire to light
These tokens of a heart forlorn
I wait in the abyss for the white hour
To rise from the shadow’s doom
To take me with her, where I will follow
and find all is not pain and gloom

Sleeper

Giving up is giving in
To that hollow voice that kills from within
You know that you’re wrong
But wrong is always right
Join me in the forests that grow dark tonight
pass without a shadow, impetuously
Through and throughout the world we see
Vague be thy image,
And formless be thy visage,
Throw the world away into the deep and refined decay
Stay with me as long as you may
Then leave me where I used to stay
The sleepless babble of the mind undone
Does the mindlessness inspire your mind wan
Though you cannot deny
This is where you belong,
Both you and I