Vanishing Birds
03/21/2013

Death is a shape I uncover

when my hours are lost

I may have to rediscover

What it will all cost

None could cleanse these dirty eyes

None could not stop them from turning
But you could share in their demise
As everything breaks into burning
And then back into order again
Like a memory of a memory,
Forever to send
Disintegration into our eyes
It's blood for blood.
And lies for lies
This is the death of my world 
I pray I will again rise

Bacillus Anthraces

02/22/2013

I am the seeker of life and light

I wake in the world  

ask no other for insight

For the world will unfold 

It's ocean mouth

And swallow whales,

The devil chooses the ones in which he'll manifest 

I am the seeker of life and light

I pray to no god 

And there's no one inside

The universe doesn't do his will

But I'll wish for it on nights like this

And only silence will pass my lips

Receive me now, my open wound

Breathe dust and ash, 

For I was doomed. 

Constant

02/13/2013

Tame us,

Hold us near,

Never letting go

of promises

Eat lies with sharp teeth

The taste of meat 

will bring relief

When you find us

When you save us

With flawless control

Never letting go

Trusted lights coldly shy

From things that shine

Far from where immense shadows lie

the neck which Swallows us all

Bent in the nighttime

The widow of constellations

I want to jump through

I want to be there

I want it all to loose

And when pleasure's forbidden 

When I kiss

What I have hidden

From all, for this

Will remain the only devidor
Like repentence for sin
The world is full of survivors
Perhaps, my time has been
Unlike the old scriptures say
There's no heaven for you today
Born to this world
Immortal in a way
In the worth of life and light
And half there in bed, I lay
Sleeping in the dreams of night
And in waking
I find less insight
I find less things to be real
More like dreams
This I constantly feel.

Perverted Beauty

02/11/2013

I have seen

all of us

on the same screen

everyone

and everything

I have been

everywhere

from within one room

Like perverted beauty

All things are

Like all places

Sought in the same room

Sweep death like dust

with your broom

unconscious, and undead

because it's all in the moon

And you said you had seen

Everything in a dream

Everything at once

When the stars lit the sky

They picked flies from the screen

But where were you and I?

Your mix of mode and mean

Somewhere inside

Your perverted mind

I am there

Burning like dry ice

Put a darkness on your day

With perpetuation

unfathomable vanity 

For you will always remain,

like me, a functional part

Of the world 

from end to start

Because you are inside

every heart

Do not be afraid

tho there is no way out