Dark Step

Each time, I step,

Steps which haunt 

Every step,

I step too late

Steps to fall

Stairs ascend

In the shadows of the hall

A mirror hangs

Near the relatives on the wall

I will wake

And I will call

And the last thing

 You will see

 This stumbling embrace

Is all that's left of me

Isolation

10/22/12

Why confine to the ground

Without lies to carry, choose

Where truly I've felt nothing,

Nothing moved

What are you trying to do to me

This time, with you I will side
Without another

I will want and I will need

I will ask and you will feed me

The above your head,
And what doesn't matter, probably

What are you going to do to me
With time, in you I will confide
Without your other
You will give yourself up and bleed,
You will give them thrills of need

Whatever may happen
To our own animation
I don't see god's creation
 In my deepest isolation

Teeth In the Eye

10/21/12

Teeth in the eye 

Of thou, Garden of Eden

Speaking serpents, speak naked women

Jealous men kill 

All these things are a part of God,

In the beginning, there was a way to Heaven

And in the ending, many paths lead 

To the Devil's house

So plant in mind your secret seed 

Who is responsible

My father of fathers

My sons of the sun

Who will pay for what you've done

I am not the guilty one

Maker In Me

10/17/12

I have brought the last sacrifice

My mind turns from the worms of profanity

There are souls come from beyond death's sorrow

Hands are to be held, but mine could never have held

Had not the maker inside rebelled

You made the promise no one ever keeps

 I never feel as alive as when I open seas 

To kiss the secrets and our open veins

Just give a reason to feign with the feigned

Who will follow the rabbit in front of him

Who leads a young girl where few have been 

Who'll reach for the carrot and pull the reigns

Not I. It's my intention to entertain

Thoughts are meant to be kept and restrained

Seven times seven with no other to blame 

Please the world and the world will please thee

There's no reason to fear what you can't see 

So find the maker and learn to be
The fearless protector inside of me

Uses of Pain

10/11/12

There are many uses of pain

There are no reasons to retract or refrain

I'll change my joys, my kicks this time

I'll share it with the eternity of human kind

And I will open the wounds of a sovereign guide

To cast an illusion of god inside 

And I will spare this dead-doll day

Thine eyes met mine, tell in betrayal

Of the hours in which we've done   

With only the light of the moon
Where god should be, a shadow looms
A shadow falls upon my image in the glass
And upon wherever my every victim will be
If I have found the god inside me

I would send not a soul to the flame 

 Not while yet there are uses of pain

Slut

10/8/12

Last night, I just couldn't wait

I would stay where I wanted

Or put my feet to the floor

I said, you were always too far to reach

And that there was nothing more

Finally, I found myself

Right where we left the catch

Shaking like leaves caught in the breeze

At the bottom of oceans deep

All of this was enough to keep

At last, I am the very last one

The only survivor of last night's death

And even if I wanted you back

I know the sun will rise again

I know I'll wake the frozen touch

That turns my face to stone

Even if it was enough to care for

She'll never make it alive to the door

Though I'd let her inside 

And turn on the lights and pull 

My corpse from the rotting floor

To see you there once more

Precious love, take care of yourself

You swore there was light in the windows

Climbing up the stairs to kiss your lips

And feel your face, with trembling hands

And this time I won't watch you leave

I'll turn my head and just believe

That I am alone

Blackened Eye

10/3/12

Quickly executed,

It sees soft a silver 

Quietly the movement

Beneath the floor

You're listening, the whispering

Behind your door

Where they come to lie, 

You slept deeply pure

Come inside 
And feel the skin

And be everything you haven't been

And everything you thought you had

I don't know why
 It's not so bad

It's the fun you can always have

Worded the world,  
And then like math,

Multiply a curse, 
I shook the blame

Make it last
This time, remain

I held you in cupped hands,

I have a freedom that begins with 's'

I am none but weakness, 
I'm sad to confess

 And the poison that spit the spell
I've got a theory 
If you listen, I'll tell

You are poison 
And so am I

And there is nothing you can do

Your poisoning me as I'm poisoning you