Reason I can't Explain

I hate myself for reasons I can't explain

What used to be a crazy idea, is now the truest sane

Like a gray shoreline, beneath quiet skies

The moon rolling round within blood shot eyes

If I choose to follow it, wherever it goes
I will belong to a place where everyone knows
Who's behind it all, even the cutting of the wrist 

And to never put indulge in bliss like this

There's a way to bring it out of everyone

You will let them have it, they who have won

No one fights, then everyone wins.

And if there's a thing I wanted I knew

It's every precious piece I found of you

I have reason for living while completely insane

I loved you for reasons I dare not entertain
I live like most, all for dogs we cannot tame
I hate myself for reasons maybe they could explain

I know it's painful, but I'll find the feigned,
I will find a way to find a way
To find a way,
-to find a way.