"Seconds Till Death"

01/16/2012

Tell me, tell me,

And I wish you well

For a second only,
The second to tell

Please, I beg thee,
Don't say what they mean
Cause online we have words
I don't say what I mean't

And what I didn't say 
You couldn't have guessed.
But there is something,
Something from before;
Hear it and believe.

Hear it once more.

You believed in god, 
that god is good,
And that he must forgive

When faces break from socks
It's the blood on the
slender finger tips
Of the angel I'll find,
The way we suffer
The way we find one another 

But you know what's gorgeous mega?

I remembered you, Bunny.

A fair trade. How we fall
And split beneath crystals, thinly in-twos
Too fine, our place again,
Exactly where I would go
 Pawning virtue to buy rites
And the whole night is a dream 
Sometimes I wish of you
Back when you were
The last one I could fail.
Sometimes I wish for you
To kick in the last nail 
A world war was last night 


So you hate me with 

Everything you have

But I know you can do better
My hunger was your thirst
And my anger is a host
For my obsessions to leek online
But nothing happened
When I did nothing 

And I would forgive you 
If you'd forgive first
Stupid wretch bleeding, 
Time will make us old
Why are you gone?
I know you know how it feels
To vanish within your faults
You were my first plan
But my other plan is fucking awesome!
But for sometimes, 
I can't stop thinking of old times.


I would kiss you again
And morn our unequal intent
I would kiss you on a train
To return your love lent
I would kiss you again
And pray for your kiss in return
To fall in each others arms
And breathe subway air
Just between the shadows
Where your eyes meet the top of my head
Strangers pass....
And pass....
And the old pass away.
Sound waves run throughout our bodies
We are made of digital glass 
"It's fucking amazing!" They're all shouting.
"Fucking amazing! A parade!"
And I don't think I was thinking,
Tho life we are shown, 
Mortal we are made.