"The Cripple"

Words on a page
Were all the rage 
Never meant to hurt anyone
Scream,  dear, softly
Magic is love,
Music in bed,
But love can turn round
And stab you dead


I see through the dark
With darker eyes still
For their every blank intention
for action or will?
Study the unstudied
 Break a leg at school
Who am I now dear?
What am I now to your god?


I'll fuck the last. 
I must confess, 
You were the cure of the pure 

The best of the rest,

Why did you leave? 

That was your wrong.

Why won't you create
The place I belong?

"Calling the Kettle Black"

01/22/2012

I've nothing else to give

You were everything I lack

And what you said to me,

About calling the kettle black
When then it did seem

We were something alike,
But I will never see you again,

So you can take it back.

"Seconds Till Death"

01/16/2012

Tell me, tell me,

And I wish you well

For a second only,
The second to tell

Please, I beg thee,
Don't say what they mean
Cause online we have words
I don't say what I mean't

And what I didn't say 
You couldn't have guessed.
But there is something,
Something from before;
Hear it and believe.

Hear it once more.

You believed in god, 
that god is good,
And that he must forgive

When faces break from socks
It's the blood on the
slender finger tips
Of the angel I'll find,
The way we suffer
The way we find one another 

But you know what's gorgeous mega?

I remembered you, Bunny.

A fair trade. How we fall
And split beneath crystals, thinly in-twos
Too fine, our place again,
Exactly where I would go
 Pawning virtue to buy rites
And the whole night is a dream 
Sometimes I wish of you
Back when you were
The last one I could fail.
Sometimes I wish for you
To kick in the last nail 
A world war was last night 


So you hate me with 

Everything you have

But I know you can do better
My hunger was your thirst
And my anger is a host
For my obsessions to leek online
But nothing happened
When I did nothing 

And I would forgive you 
If you'd forgive first
Stupid wretch bleeding, 
Time will make us old
Why are you gone?
I know you know how it feels
To vanish within your faults
You were my first plan
But my other plan is fucking awesome!
But for sometimes, 
I can't stop thinking of old times.


I would kiss you again
And morn our unequal intent
I would kiss you on a train
To return your love lent
I would kiss you again
And pray for your kiss in return
To fall in each others arms
And breathe subway air
Just between the shadows
Where your eyes meet the top of my head
Strangers pass....
And pass....
And the old pass away.
Sound waves run throughout our bodies
We are made of digital glass 
"It's fucking amazing!" They're all shouting.
"Fucking amazing! A parade!"
And I don't think I was thinking,
Tho life we are shown, 
Mortal we are made.

Feigned Stain

01/14/2012

If you break something,
Not yours to begin,
The offended you owe


, And not let them know

There advice

You would do well to listen
In making love the price,
Puts us both in a bad position,


If it means all that much
I hope you can give what it takes, 

For time will reveal what you had concealed
And I'll know a real from a fake 

And here, in the end
All you want to pretend
Matters not anymore
 But to you, I've lost years 
And my blood was your tears
You saved me, in a way, 
That is, you might say


Now that I've been taught 
I feel that I ought
To teach all children of every age
To look deep in the eye,
 And truly return 

what was once a lie

"The End"

01/14/2012

Who it is I wanted to be
Is he I haven't become

Forgive me, if you please

My love has been undone

Now that you can clearly see

That your kiss is poison to me

Fall from my eyes

And pour from my veins
I can not stop this
For that, I am ashamed

I did everything I could
To make your world great 

To make our moons full

When its light didn't show
And the night had fallen low
You caught the cold and froze


In my memory, through time
With all the things I left behind 

And I am so sorry, so sorry I was late 
You must now become the thing I hate

For you transformed the beautiful end

Of our future together, my bitter friend
You transformed the beauty in me.
Nothing more.
The end
Now leave.