A WAy To Undo the FutUre

09/22/2016

Fire dies when there’s nothing to burn

Blinded eyes, will never see

The price for joy is suffering,

They'll feed us to the shadow beings

A fear I cannot wake from
she was so alive and strong 

I can see the truths of old
And I know they're wrong

There are only eyes tonight, 

No light to gather from these shores

Secrets are all, and safe for the moment

A virus is written in isolation, 

And if I fail I’ll rise again 
with the thing still ‘round my neck

Your iron weapons above my hands, 
together at last we fight

There is a way to undo the future
There will be death tonight 

Sanding Still in a Wild Storm

8/21/2015

Free me from this dying land

Deal my hate with a fatal hand

Evil wanes when love is cured

Fear to leave this wretched world

Lost my love with reason to live

And how ardently I prayed to forgive

Lost this world that gives reason to try

Lost and broken and bleeding am I

I am standing still in a wild storm

My body is broken, torn is my mind

Leave me not blind, lost in this lie

Give me no further reason to die

Swim Deeper

August 3, 2015

I’ve fallen into black waters deep

Like slaughtered sheep, the shadows sleep

Here where the ghosts of sailors loom

In the desolate glow of a malevolent moon

I wake in the wonder of dying dreams

And my touch is live like electric beams

I want to reach your life from the tomb

The breaking water from her open womb, 
You have heard the cry of the dying sleeper

You swim so far, but you must swim deeper

Love

6/28/2015

My arms are wide like open tombs

Brought to the knees of mid-night moons

I was a sailor lost at sea

Now resting in death

Eternally

Fate has fashioned an iron halo

Wading through green waters shallow

Meet me again, in abstinent light

Your love like insanity,

This impetuous night

Distant Storms

6/20/15

Distant storms

My heart morns

Ghosts will walk the earth tonight

Make no sound

Don’t turn around

There’s a fire I’ve yet to ignite

And it’s no mistake

Tonight they will wake

My heart breaks like the dirt of their grave

My spirit they evoke

When once they have spoke

There is nothing other than hate

They won’t get me alive

Punch a hole into the sky

Brace the rage of the ocean and call it proof

I’m alone again tonight

And haven’t found the light

But together I know we’ll discover the truth

Asphyxiation

06/13/15

With swimming ghosts

Touched by their glowing wave

Broken by their fatal stone

Lost inside a watery grave

The hands of fallen angels

Reach up to greet us

A Strange Night

5/29/15

I feel the wrath no one can see

Dancing in mirrors deeper beneath

I dance and I dance,

and I run and I run

Please just tell me I’m the only one

Though no one knows that which I know

C’mon people!

 It’s time to let go

And now I’ve got to make a confession

Perversity is my ardent profession

Turn up your eyebrows,

turn up your chins

You haven’t felt the weight of my sins

Hey little dog!

 Let go of that bone

My favorite white cat,

I named her Joan

You’ve got one shot to make it all real

I love you to death,

Though I’ve no one to feel

Don’t leave me for long, my dear

You know I’m never leaving here

Where we form new life in a single embrace

Is this what you call fear?

I have been afraid

My stomach turns,

when I see your shadows

I’m going crazy with anticipation

When nothing comes true,

 I feel nothing

And nothing is always true

I care not for the safety of the others that loom

Nor for those that crawl

beneath the glow of the moon

The Chosen Way

5/25/15

All truth is obvious

All masks cast aside

For to increase energy

Forward I will abide

Forward into emptiness

Or on to further live

On to future pains and joys

This is all I have to give

All I have to evaluate  

No man finds love,

Without also finding hate

And this is not the chosen way

This was never the chosen way

Cursed be the day when all men say

There is nothing other

No there is nothing other 

Than the chosen way

Where the dead still linger

And sticks are your fingers

I believe there is a life in every fucking

And without utter silence

There’s a demon disrupted

The bells ring out black beneath hollow skies

And I gain no further insight

There is no light

No there is no light left in your eyes tonight

Less

5/25/2015

I have a secret fascination,

Of my own design and creation

The picture of you, held up in the dark

Brings me closer to death, in this surreal stark

I run from the light, and you call me a coward

But you haven't tasted that which I’ve devoured

The grid grows longer and wider with age

Dark halos surround all we engage

The frail and the forgotten leave a trail dead and rotten

You wear a mask forlorn, though you never morn

To some the world is a playground, to others it is a cage

But to those who’ve learned as I have learned

By staying close and being one so far from the other

This life is one and only one, a charade to tell our father

And there may be yet another.

Fetish

5/17/15

The dead form an army underground

Tho you can’t see them, you can hear their sound

And I wonder what they’re waiting for

The walls that divide us, I never adore

For death is a friend following close

There’s a devil’s fuck for every wanting whore

I feel your warmth against the broken door

But you don’t know what you’re asking for

No. You don’t know what you’re asking for

You have the machine and I have its power

I hold the thorn, you carry its flower

Sometimes I see your eyes in the mirror

Your hands reaching up from freezing water
Like a statue of ivory standing tall in harsh wave 

Where once there was substance,

Now there is a grave

Nothing is a hole

Your touch is a knife of ice into my soul

Punishers will seek that which we lack

I evade my sentence in never turning back

Eyes of a Doll

April 1, 2015

So you have come at last!

Everyone is alive here

There is no suffering anymore

There is not love or joy

Human kind was no disease

And it doesn't matter anymore

Nothing needs to grow or breathe

I will never be without your way

Though there was once a chance to change

You've come here at last to stay!

You will never again fall

In vacant winds, eyes of a doll.

The Parasite

2/09/2015

There’s a thing within, which never sleeps

Its vagueness I covet, inside night dreams

It is here that I've seen a touch of fate

I can hear ice falling

Dance in the snow, beneath many moons

I despair as I grow old

You made me whole

With the power to poses a perfect soul

It is the incessant act of growth

And the narrative is never over.