Mood Swing
5/17/2014

Wild swings of emotion are mine
When correct is the place and right is the time
I lose all control, a fight to the last man
A loss of every stronghold, I can’t understand

Cosmos
5/17/2014

I won’t sit idle,
I will lay out my problem mathematically, and solve it.
There is always one right answer, always a way to overcome the odds.
Sometimes what I need doesn’t please, or immediately satisfy my desire
Desire for a greater thing, a more holy hour.
A time to spend, a life to live. I don’t know why things happen,
nor why I can never quite predict or control this form of body and soul in this world
where we’re always whole, and yet, never satisfied,
with a stomach that is never full,
and a will unauthorized

Destiny
05/10/14

I much desire to hold my creation adorn
In the futurism of art with a flawless form
With a sound and a sight no other could commit
And the limits of reverted limitlessness
Defined by the mind and the spirit of the body
These are the things I yearn to use
These are the walls I want to see through
To see a light in the night and the surplus
Of stars in the celestial suicides imploding
Emotion and electrified matter
Upon the decapitated super nova  dwarf
And it’s destined dying face so deep, so dark, so blue
In the sky, at night, where are you

 

Worlds of Nod
05/10/14

I have no use for truth that is not conceived
By the very light by which all life is perceived
And so, I remain the bond servant of god
As I walk through the withering worlds of Nod

Buried Things
05/10/14

In my desperate plight to uncover that which was buried
Any social or mental equilibrium I had had was now lost
And I must admit it was the most dangerous of paths
But I do not resist an enigma such as this
Inside the very shadow veil of all that is hallow
The unclear recantations of man nailed to this cross
And before god I say it was fear that guided me here
Although love was the way of the innocent
Know I’m not innocent anymore
A terrifying lament within your eyes ever bent
On making us repent of thing we couldn’t change
A yearning for a thing that is burning me alive
I will follow the rabbit you said, follow the rabbit down
And I have to say it’s all been so grand
Though I muse of what will kill me in the end
I wander through a world and lifetime I do and don’t understand
You say just close your eyes and hold out your hand
But I have no more interest in allegiance
In this instance I have no depth only vague shapes

The Ghost of Stone Church Divide
5/04/2014
 
I’m sitting and watching her dark soul descend
Befriending the vast and inevitable end,
Betraying the past, to decay in the wall
In lifting the chain again then to fall

But the day is already over and done
Through and throughout the centuries won
I waited for her, for I knew she would come
Although I'm not, I'm already gone

I was the body once found at the art
The spirit still inside my murderous heart 
I can never leave the room where she died
I am the ghost of Stone Church Divide