Want
4/24/14
 
A wound does not heal
The pain is excruciating
Nothing stands as still as the hour
Nothing passes as fast as the moment
I search on the dark forest path,
I am blind, but I can sense
The presence of another
Close to my open eyes gleaming
Like lamps hanging from the ceiling
She is always in search of her ghost and angel
She will never not want to send them to Heaven

 

 

What You Deserve
4/24/14
 
I can’t tell you anything true today
I guess that I’ve really nothing to say
Tomorrow will arrive again if it may
And speak to me in a superior way

The words of my mouth are ink upon the page
I’m neither sketching the plot out, nor setting the stage
Driven by on need, one fearless rage
Like the animal that sleeps in his tormentors cage

I cannot repent when I’ve intentionally sinned
I can’t translate the language of the wind
I care not for your moral integrity
I care not what you do or what you see

For god judges his own with the roll of the dice
And cares not to divide humans from mice
And yet somehow I know in my mind
We all get what we deserve in the end of our time

The Shape of Your Skull
4/23/2014       

I’m so ecstatic, in the waning hands of time
Will you call me your own, and let me call you mine
You stand so still, like a shadow on the wall
And I want to be with you, in the plane and the dull

I hurt all over, but nothing could feel better
I want to dance and jump over you forever
This is all made for you and I to see
And weather through the open ends of eternity

My imaginary friends will guide me
Through this tortured world
No insanities will blind me, you will see, dear girl
If I vanish like a noise vanquished in the null
All I can recall is the shape of your skull

In the Dark, Love
4/16/2014

A head filled with fear, is a nail through hands,
And once, one cannot alleviate demands,
A buyer is never the receptor of a thing, precious,
The ones who sell the tricks, they will receive us,
Don't be afraid, ever lonely, I pray in the dark,
Don't ever be afraid, precious, alone in the dark, Love.