Enthrall

You must've enthralled me,
Beside the doors of Hell,

I would've heard familiar voices 
But everyone was sleeping

Silent, without blinking, 
I fall into its hands,

Evasion is no option,
What I wished for now is

I stay to watch the celebration 
My head is a sack of watery noodles

Each second is a century 
While wondering whether

I should go back to my room, 
Or tell you my every secret

But in death I find no purpose
As a ghost I am not seen
But you look pretty in the dark

Just before losing my head, 
your car lights blink,

And you drive away, into pieces,
Before I can decide

Left here alone, 
Still trying to think

All to disappear
 In in the blackest skies

On my way back I take a shortcut

A shortcut through many misfortunes
I know what follows will need some time

I won't wait for it to pass through me and stagger

My mess of a memory 
With an intoxication blow

What is it?
I've forgotten.
You and all the devils

We are all sinners 
And I can recognize an obsession

The noise! 
O the noise of my imminent annihilation!

But there's a warmth so near 
I can almost touch

And what if this feeling isn't bad?
Was it ever?

I know on this earth nothing last for long

Even feelings watched after in time will die

And I understand this love is grown only too shy

But as long as the light is dead from above,

As long as I'm enthralled by this view of a girl

And as long as I believe it is she whom I love,

May they never find me.

"Deathplay"

How does one heart find another,

When walls and rivers from them divide,

When dreams and visions untrusted, forgotten,

And the music of the soul never played, never heard

Where do they go? we might wonder,

Memories of feelings and friends,

And if we could but see the future

The cold of loss we should never feel

But I don't mind my room this time

somehow I've always embraced the seclusion

For it has taught me a greater illusion

Now closeness appears the games, the mask

And that which sought me where I willed to be found

Lead me blind to a warmer place,

But as I too was ought to believe

This love, I am still reluctant to leave

"The Night of Fascination"

It's the night of fascination!

Here is the fate that has ever beguiled!

Behind the buildings, the sun slowly fallen

But first set her eyes with little moons 

Haunted now are the upstairs rooms

But I stay for I know what it is I might see

Maybe riding her bike below quietly

Wither my walkway or drag me to bed

But not before I see those green eyes again

How did I tell? for there you are.

From my window down into the street,

The bird I have kept in cage under sheet,

For her, its flight and music released

All in this summer of memories creased.

This week has been surreal; so tired

And the police lights do not scare then away

Go slash the tires or put out the sirens

It's not the way I'd imagined or dreamed,

This night so strange and unforeseen.

"Voices Voided"

I am an idea,

A prayer not yet answered,

Bars that keep the window safe,

A shadow cast upon the wall,

A whisper in a noisy hall,

A thought not yet confirmed,

A lesson taught but haven't learned,

A dollar found buy not yet spent,

Though isolation lone was meant,

To bring me to sanity's end,

Now it is my dearest friend